Yeller.

I’m a yeller. #thatsright #iadmitit It’s something I struggle with as a parent. When I get all flustered and irritated, my gut reaction is to yell. My instinct is to shove everyone away from myself, to distance myself from anyone and anything so that I can settle my mind in peace. Obviously – as a…

Take-Backsies

I have something to tell you, Friend. I don’t really have the time or patience to prepare you for what I’m going to say so I’m just going to blurt it out and see how this goes. #readysetread SOMETIMES I WONDER IF HAVING KIDS WAS A MISTAKE.  …times four. So…sometimes I wonder if having kids…

My Mom Truth – Three Kids & Beyond

Awhile ago I wrote about how much my life had changed since adding a fourth baby into my family. I wrote something about what it was like with a bit of humor and mostly sunshine and of course I ended it with an obligatory section about how in the end, no matter what, it’s all…

When Crazy Looks Normal.

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (specifically Somatic OCD) and General Anxiety Disorder… My doctor says I have these. I take medication for them. Without those pills, what lies behind these freckles is a whole lot of messy, weepy, people-pleasing, number-counting, breath-holding CRAY. #crazytown   This diagnosis is fairly recent so I’m actually not super familiar with these terms…

5 Things I’ve Learned As Mother Of Four

So remember back when I just kind of…disappeared?? #sorryaboutthat The thing is, I was pregnant. And then I had my baby. (( Birth story in the works, you impatient whiners… )) And suddenly I became a whole new person. I used to be a Mom to THREE…and then…I morphed into this new version of myself….

Back – For Good.

Alright, alright…enough already… #iheardyou I’M BACK. Sheesh…can you leave me alone now?? #actually #dontdothat *** It’s been awhile, I know. It wasn’t my fault, though…OKAY? The thing is that when I’m pregnant I’m basically the worst possible version of myself. At all times, in every.single.way. #pregnancy? #nope #morelike #pregNASTY Pregnancy isn’t kind to me. I’ve…

Birth. Bullies. Battlestar Galactica.

Ok, so I love “The Office”… And this post has nothing to do with Battlestar Galactica. #itsfunnyifyouknowit #laughanyway *** Now that Mother’s Day has passed and we’ve successfully made it through another holiday filled with pointless controversy, I think it’s time to go ahead and bring up something a bit less…well…controversial. #justkidding #itslikeTenTimesMoreSo Ready?? I…

Mother Lovin’.

I am a Mother. This isn’t a secret. It’s nothing you don’t already know. *** I have kids – three healthy, happy, wildly sweet children and one little Baby due this summer. I have Angel Babies – one little boy named Dax and three little Loves I never got to name. I have Furbabies –…

Not Awesome.

First off, I need to get something off of my chest. When I sit down to write, I usually select a playlist to match my mood. I turn it on and I wait. I try to get comfortable and I rid myself of irritations as the playlist offers up the goods. I very rarely find…

Calm. Steady. Sure.

I sat in a waiting room today. I sat there with my oldest as he tried to chew up a blue gumball. He hasn’t ever had one before and actually asked me how to eat it. Of course, the thing was so big that it was hard for him to chew it. I encouraged him…

Storyteller – The Real Thing.

STORY TIME : A Drunken Proposal. Allison.     Once upon a time, there lived a young girl – 19 years old and freshly dropped out of college. She was working as a cashier at a sporting goods store and had recently dumped the latest of her whirlwind relationships with self-centered, controlling boyfriends. She was…

Storyteller.

    As I was sitting in my chair, window open beside me and the last little bit of coffee cooling in my mug, I began writing out a post. Then I deleted the entire thing. I started again…and again…and again. Each time I started, I knew where I wanted to go and what I…